Moving House

This blog hasn’t been very active, and I am elsewhere much of the time.  As Aydan Forrest is a pen name I use for endeavors into light romance, horror, and darker topics, while my real name usually focuses on lighter fare, I am going to be merging two blogs. This blog will be merged into my main writing site from now on, at

Eventually, I will probably just delete this blog.

The main reason I haven’t done this before now is that I really, really like the theme I’ve chosen for this blog. Unfortunately, it’s a retired theme, and I can’t use it on the other one. The one I use there is okay, though I’m not madly in love with it.

But, such is life in the techno-universe.

See you there!


An Old Friend

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It’s the book that refuses to allow me to type “the end.” To be honest, it’s nowhere near ready for that, but it’s been around since 2013. I keep going back to it. I’ve used it for NaNoWriMo twice by pretty much wiping out the original content and starting it from scratch. It has parts I absolutely hate, and parts, when I dig it out and start reading through it again, that my brain stops short on and says, “Damn, that’s not too bad!”

It has potential. However, that potential is probably going to take a shoehorn, or maybe a crowbar (heck, anyone got a jackhammer?) to pry loose.

Yet, it’s the book I just can’t put down.

You see, when I first started it, a friend read the first couple chapters and loved it. She showed it to her husband, also a precious friend, who loved it even more. He’d been in law enforcement all his adult life, and the book opens with a homicide detective on stakeout. He just related to that, I guess, and saw the potential for the story. He said he couldn’t wait to see it finished.

And not long afterward, he passed away.

Five years on, and I still haven’t finished this book. At this point, I really don’t care if it ever sees publication. I just want to finish it. I want to see it through to the end. I want to be faithful to the book, and to my dear friend’s memory.

Maybe we all have a book like that. Maybe some of them will never get written.

This one will.

I’ve pulled the Scrivener file out of mothballs again, and for the past week, I’ve cracked it open every day. I’ve rearranged some scenes, rewritten a few. I’ve been writing the drips and gobs of glue that will eventually hold the story together. Once that is all done, and I have an actual draft, I’ll start the rewrites. I’m going to finish this thing, even if it stretches out through the rest of my lifetime, so that  the final words are written when I’m old and wrinkled and half-blind, with arthritic knuckles that can barely manage the keyboard.

Will there even be keyboards then? Who am I kidding? Those days are not really all that far away.  I’d better get cranking!

Yes, I’m going to finish this book. I’m going to do it for the book, and for myself. I’m going to do it for my friend.

I hope he’s reading over my shoulder. I can use the encouragement.



Thoughts On Scrivener 3


(Screenshot courtesy of Literature and Latte)

Yes, I’m still breathing. That’s about it for the personal update.

On a more interesting topic, Scrivener 3 for the Mac has come out. Actually, I think it was released some time ago, but I just got around to paying attention to the “new version” nudges, and took a look. I liked what I saw, and thought that playing with a new version of my favorite writing software might actually inspire me to make more time to write.

I installed it. It’s pretty cool. There are quite a few nice new features, and revamps of old features to make them more intuitive. It’s also, well…prettier.

You can read about the update (and purchase a copy), on the Literature and Latte website, if you’d like all of the details. Existing Mac license holders get a nice chunk taken off the full price (only $25 instead of the $45 new user cost), too. It’s definitely worth the investment, from what I can see so far.

One aspect of Scrivener that always baffled me a bit, and sent me back to the help files each time I used it, was the Compile feature. In Scrivener, you’re working on a draft, and can set it up to look and behave however your muse demands. When you export it, however, you are going to have to meet certain requirements. Whether it’s being sent to a traditional publisher, formatted for an e-book, self-published in paperback form, or just printed out to share with your old-timey meet-in-person critique group, there are guidelines. The Compile feature handles all of that automatically, but it can get rather complicated when tweaking it to look just right, and to include only what you want in your end product.

Scrivener 3 appears to have put “Compile” through some very nice streamlining. While going through the tutorial section, I found I was able to get from start to finish on the demos without feeling like my head was spinning.

I also quite like what they have done with the Bookmarks feature (which replaces project notes–don’t worry, the upgrade will automatically save all your old notes into a Bookmarks folder that keeps them handy and easy to manage), and how the Metadata function has been streamlined. There seems to be a nice tweak to the Collections feature, too, which makes it a more valuable tool (for my needs, anyway).

I’ve been playing with it for a few days now, having converted my “Articles” project as well as a book that I’d started and not got very far on (story of my writing life) over the summer. None of the big or more important projects had been converted to version 3 yet, because I’ve just been messing around with the new interface (which is very familiar and easy to navigate but a bit more efficient and intuitive).

Then, I went to my (Windows) laptop, with which I have always shared Scrivener files, and realized that I probably should have read a bit further into the upgrade notes before installing. I discovered that:

  1. There is no comparable version for Windows, and,
  2. Once converted to version 3, your files can’t be opened by older versions.

Um. Oops.

Thinking I might have just shot myself in the foot, and would be locked out of my out-of-office updates and middle-of-the-night-inspiration writing blitzes, I refused to panic (much) and hit Google. It only took a few minutes to discover that version 3 for Windows is available from the Literature and Latte Forums–as a beta project.


There are a few understandable caveats. The software is not finished (that’s what “beta” means in software development, naturally); some advanced features are missing, and they are still working out bugs. As with any beta, there may be a few stability risks. Each beta version is only active for a month, so you have to keep up with the forum and continue to install the newest beta to keep using the program. However, it’s all free while testing. It seems well worth it for people, like me, who do their main writing on a Mac desktop but still want to be able to access their files when away from their primary computer.

All of the files I’d converted to version 3 on the Mac, so far, have opened seamlessly in the Windows beta. I save my work to OneDrive(*), so it’s available to both computers. The beta, so far, appears to be very stable. Though there’s still work to be done, the basics (and quite a bit more) seem to be working perfectly, and anything of a more complicated nature, like compiling finished work, will be done on the Mac, anyway. Once the beta program is done, since I already also own a Windows license, I’ll be able to purchase the major upgrade for a friendly discount.

Are you a Scrivener lover like me? Have you been hesitating to upgrade to version 3? Have you been waiting to upgrade your Mac because you need the Windows version, too?  Give it a try, I think you’ll like it.

So, we’re all set to go, Scrivener 3 is working on both of my computers but I still have to do the actual writing if I ever want to finish this book, don’t I? Time to stop playing and get to work!

(* If you use OneDrive or any other Cloud service to share your work between computers, or with team members, just be sure to wait till Computer A is completely finished syncing all your files before trying to open them on Computer B. And vice versa. Don’t ask me how I know this. The story isn’t pretty.)